Emotions

Waiting patiently on the Lord. I have no idea where He is going to take us now. No idea how this is going work out. I know God is with me. I know He is carrying me at this time.
Emotions suck. I know we are not to live life by emotions, then why do we have them? I can't find the off switch. It feels so lonely. Everything is so mixed up. Happiness melting into anger and anger seeping into sadness all leading to confusion. I know that God is not a God of confusion. He has told me not to worry about tomorrow for today hold enough of it's own. So, I will get through today, until tomorrow hits. Then I will get through tomorrow. Who am I kidding? I can't get through these days. God is going to have to carry us through them. I have no control, and quite honestly if I did have any, I know at this point I would totally screw things up even more. Praying for protection and clarity. He has always provided, and He will again.