Child-like Anticipation

As a child, I always thought vacations were awesome! The anticipation of the trip was overwhelming, and often brought sleepless nights, and a sudden urge to overpack. Nothing was to be left behind.

Now, on the adult side of things, I long to be child-like. I watch my kids as they struggle to choose which stuffed animal will make the trip. Simple things like, "No, you do not need to take ALL of those books. Pick two", turns into a near crisis situation. I do not know how many times they have asked what time we are leaving, or when family will be here. Their eyes are full of joy and wonder. I relish every minute of it.

I wonder why we lose that as adults. I have noticed myself getting irritable, and just plain grouchy while preparing for this trip. If only I could be like a child again, and rejoice in every mysterious moment! The excitement of the unknown, gets bogged down by the reality of the unknown. Did I pack enough meds? Did I forget anything? What if...?

Today, I have made a decision to just quit. The reality of the unknown, no matter how unthinkable, is never too difficult for my unseen, Sovereign God! So, why not concentrate on things that bring more joy? If I do forget anything, we can buy it there. Chances are, we don't even really need it!

So, at least for today, I will try to be more like my children. I will let my heart be aglow with excitement at the opportunity we've so graciously been given. An adventure! I will release my inner pirate, and search for the lost treasure! Fun is bound to be had!